WERE FUCKED WERE FUCKED FLEE FLEE

I'm Feeling violated, I did a tarot reading today and it was well, not good. Apparently I'm in for a whole lot of mediocrity. My best friend Heather took my deck after reading my layout and declared my cards to be laced with some kind of dark energy. She said I needs a new deck AND THAT makes me sad.

I got an email from my little bro, hes in the navy stationed, on a ship in Japan. He told me a huge concert is going on out there soon it has bands like HIM, slipknot and nine inch nails. I was hella jealous and wanting to fly out just for that...UNTILL he said he couldin't go either he'll be out to sea by then, then I felt like an ass. I miss him so much him and my cousin Joseph he joined the army hell be learning how to kill people like special forces shit, and I'm still not sure if thats a good thing.

Oh well, my Friend Jen is doing a comic journal she told me she was going to draw mw as a bunny. I HATES BUNNYS they are evil, Satan's minons. She said it had to be done but she had already drawn me as a penguin though, I then told her to draw bunny ears on the penguin. She liked that idea much better so now in her journal I am a penguin with bunny ears. I Have come to the concluson that at some point I must conker my fears of the satan death bunnys.

I also want to kill my stupid Crapster mp3 player. It won't upload the stuff I need to let me download music on it all. I could think about was my ex boyfriend who bought it for me as a Christmas present. I mentioned at one point that year I wanted to look into an ipod so he bought me the one I have now... now this may make me an ungrateful bitch BUT I think I want to drive to his house and kick him in the nuts over and over again for buying me that one.

I miss my other best friends Shelly and Elane. Elane is in detroit I MISS HER I have no one to share my j-rock obsession with. I have no excuse about Shelly, she lives nearby. I think I'll go see her tomorrow gets my beating for not calling her in a while. If any of you men out there could see how cute she is you would WISH you were me.

anyway enough ranting from me night night kids